I was gonna stop writing in xanga all together, but I'm too much of a xanga whore.

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JB

I have the biggest fucking headache right now. -sigh- It's like, not even funny. It started at the end of lunch. I know why though. I took 250mg of something and I haven't in a long ass time so that's why it's affecting me. I know you people don't want me to do that kind of stuff, but I was just in such a crappy mood, I was about to slap whoever talked to me. Yeah, um, I think I might not use this xanga anymore. Different one to come soon. I'll tell you what it is when I figure out a good username. Okie. G2G work. Bye

JB

thoughts:

Friday-
Went to school. Saw people's costumes. A lot of chicks were school girls. Too played out man. Got out of school around 5:45. Then when I got like 10 minutes of rest, I had to leave to Palmdale for a party. Fun times. Driving back was the fucking worst. Friggin FERT had drunk and was driving.  I fell asleep around 1am. It was stupid though cause when my dad was turning off my alarm on Friday morning, he didn't know which switch, so he tried all of them and switched on the 2nd alarm (2am) and when I was asleep, the fucking alarm woke me up. -sigh- I did get plenty of sleep though.

Saturday-
What can I say? It's not what I expected it to be. I woke up and got into one of the biggest fights I've ever had with my dad. Right now, I'm not talking to him. And then, right after that fight, I got into an even bigger fight with my mom and so I'm not talking to her either. They  left and I was so goddamn happy cause I just needed to be alone. I went to a party but came home early cause I felt sick. Everything went down the drain for me that day. -sigh- I need a hug.

Sunday-
I didn't have to go to work so I went out to eat breakfast. Went to IHOP. After that, I just drove around and did a little shopping. Drove home and just printed out some pictures from the past few nights. Went over to Grimm's. He almost made me cry. Stupid Grimm. I him though. Then, went to the mall and then came home. Nicki picked me up and Sarah and Michelle were with her. We headed back to her house, ate, and then left to go "get candy". HAHA! Fun times.  I hadn't been able to get any cause Grimm sold the brick he had in Hollywood that morning. So, he just gave me fags(which are better than nothing). Had fun with them. Came home early cause I knew my parents had to wake up early to go to work. So yeah. That was my weekend.

How was your weekend? Blah, so bored and I'm cold as fuck. I must go now and get ready and leave for l'ecole.

Cas

TGIF!!!

Yay! It's Friday. The only thing I don't like about today is the fact that I have a mandatory drum corps practice from 3:15pm-5:30pm. It's cool I guess since we didn't go to a football game this week. Blah, my dad didn't go to work today (thank god!) and he's at LAX picking up my tia. Yay! I'm happy. I haven't seen her in 3 years (I think). Last time I saw her was the last time I went to Mexico which was 3 xmases ago. So yeah, can't wait till I get home and see her here. Well, I feel like ditching 2nd period, but I don't think I should. I have to turn in some crap in English and I guess I'll just go and get it over with. Sergio wanted me to dress slutty today, but sorry Sergio, it's too cold. What is it with Sergio and him wanting me to dress like a whore. Sergio, if you were a chick, you'd be like a total SLUT! HA! Yeah, well, tomorrow is the Halloween parade up at Kenneth Village and of course, drum corps going. Not really looking forward to it, but eh. I'm looking forward to my uncle's party. Being around a bunch of drunk Mexicans is fun. I guess I might get home around 2am maybe. Around that time. Sunday will be fun. I shall leave now cause Sergio wants me to take pictures today and I have to go find my camera. =sigh= I you all.

Cas

Currently Playing This Is Love, This Is Murderous By Bleeding Through see related

- Love Lost In a Hale of Gunfire- -

OMG! Right when I start living life to it's fullest, it all just plummets. I don't get it. I don't know what I did for you to be mad at me. So therefore, I'm not sorry, cause I'm sure I didn't do anything. I don't understand and you won't explain, so blah! Yeah, all I wanna do right about now is throw myself off the Unem Provident building. I'm just so blah right now. I need a really big hug. (I <3 HUGS!) Above all that, I'm so fucking stressed that my hair has started falling out. My hair feels so thin right now. I dunno if it's just me or if it actually is falling out. I can't remember. I have a really bad short term memory, but a really good long term memory. How exactly does that fucking work. =shrug= Eh! Oh well.  

Okie, this part is for Hernia. HAHAHAHA! Loser! Cell phone? Grades? They don't go together. Your family's weird.

Okie, well, since I'm really bored, I'm gonna write something in here for everybody.

Sergio- I want milk and cookies! I dunno what to say? I'm just really confused and well, just confused. I guess I'll understand after you clear your mind. I you. I'm getting you a katana for Xmas, but I dunno which one. I'm getting you a new one.

Sam- I still want milk and cookies! coughwhorecough. We have to go shopping more often. It's fun. I know we've all fallen apart and stuff, but know that I still care mucho for you. And please never write another xanga entry in Spanish, or I will be forced to leave you a comment in Spanish and I don't think you want that. Well, you too. What do you want for Xmas?

Hernia- Stop signing to AIM with your phone just to see whose on. Use your house phone when you're at home stupid. Only I do that cause I have a job. Duh! What do you want for Xmas.

Julio- =random hug= Ha! I love those. Wow, I can't think of anything to tell you. Um, blah! Can't think. =snore= I'm jk. Your team won. I'll get you a Boston hat for Christmas (or early Xmas. I'll surprise you.) Go visit me at work Sunday since you're not doing anything. Drag Arthur with you since he's not doing anything. Then we'll go party. I you.

Arthur- Kidnap Julio on Sunday and come visit me. Then we'll go party. Don't jump any little kids. That'd be sad. AHAHA! I'm j/k. I knew you weren't gonna go jump little kids.

Rina- I hope you have fun with AHEM when you guys go AHEM. AHEM AHEM! I have something in throat. AHEM AHEM! Okie doke, better. HAHA! Yay for the retard! What did I start? Baby shark! DO DO DO DO DO DO! Shoot the bunny. Shoot, shoot the bunny. Fun times with HDC baby!!!

Milky- Man, when are we gonna start. How about we start when I get paid. We'll go get magazines and we'll go to Jo-Anns. HEEEEEEEELIIIIIIIUMMMM! Yup. Hehe, first thing on the list are rainbow suspendors for Ahad. I ya kid. TTYL.

Blah, if I forgot anyone, I'm sorry. I just wrote to people that were either on my mind, or that I was talking to at the moment.  Okie, I think I wrote enough today. I'm off to see the wizard, the wonderful wizard of oz.

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CAN'T WAIT TILL SUNDAY!!! It's about time I got to spend an evening with the ever-so-awesome Nicki. I miss you kid. Can't wait till Sunday. Gonna be so fun. Fuck! It's 8:12am and people just keep calling me. Aren't you people s'posed to be a fucking school or work for you older kids? Weirdos, but I love you all. Should I be anything for the 31st? Sergio suggested I dress slutty. And if I do, he wants pictures. And he wants pictures of my boots. (HAHA! Julio, stop checking out my cousins boots.)  Still debating on what to do today. Help! It's either support dorkestra and then go support football, or, support dorkestra and then support the rock bands. Which??? Um, yeah, I think that's all I've gotta say. Peace.

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Cas